LYRICS!!!! (Sorry that I can only write sad songs. D: )

So Hey! 

I'm not really in the mood to tell everyone about my topsy-turvy life. But. But I wrote some lyrics and I'll put them here and if anyone is reading this and wants to let me know what they think I'd be delighted. (Did I mention that I really love constructive critisism? )

So this first one is about a friend that I've known for a long time. A best friend. Sadly, this year she and I have been growing apart. It really is sad for me because I have known her more than half my life. But well...yeah. I guess I wasn't as important to her.

Curtain Call

When you think of me

Do you remember that autumn?

When all the leaves were changing

'Cause when i remember you

All I can see is then

That was the begginning 

Of the end

Everything fades away

No promises were kept

I tried so hard and I still couldn't hold

Onto you

That was the begginning

Of the end

I never knew

How painful losing you would be

And grasping on

For just one more year with you

Excrutiating

And sitting here

Next to you 

Pretending to be happy

When I know how far away you are.

That was the begginning 

Of the end

Everything fades away

No promises were kept

I tried so hard and I still couldn't hold

Onto you

That was the begginning

Of the end

BRIDGE:

And I call back

Those days

In the childhood years

No conflicting people

No insecure fears

That was the begginning 

Of the end

Everything fades away

No promises were kept

I tried so hard and I still couldn't hold

Onto you

That was the begginning

Of the end

This is our curtain call

Last time I see you again

 

This next one is more recent. It was also a spur-of-the-moment song. Y'all know whats going on right now so this is kinda the emotions from that.

Five Seconds

Tears course down my cheeks
I should have expected this
But still
When it hits
My heart will never heal completely

In a moment
Maybe five seconds
A life can change
Nothing stays the same
Nothing anyone says or does
Can make this come undone

Ice cold
These warm tears
leave my heart freezing
And I return to that moment in time
A phone call
And simple words

In a moment
Maybe five seconds
A life can change
Nothing stays the same
Nothing anyone says or does
Can make this come undone

BRIDGE:

How can anything be
And because of this
My heart has ceased it's beat

In a moment
Maybe five seconds
A life can change
Nothing stays the same
Nothing anyone says or does
Can make this come undone

How can I live on
All that I knew is gone
My world has flipped upside down
My chest completely hollow now

In just a moment
Only five seconds
My life
Changed